Few days have left for my Darling Wife to get our precious jewel to get in this world. Daily I have been going on and forth trying to hide my feelings from my wife, over the excitement that has been both nail bitting and the anticipation that has been going within me from the moment I realized of becoming a Parent.
How good a father will I be, how is the relationship with my child be, I need to loose these extra kilos from my body that I can jump and play and do all that is required from me. How will I see my wife now, as mother as a girl etc. etc.
I guess its true to say its not only a new birth of a child but a birth of Parents. It will all start from the beginning I hold my child. I have heard so much from my father and mother over the experience and so much have I read. But all this knowledge has just made me go mad. I cant say the turmoil of emotions going within me, but they all take a calm as I see the smile on my wife's face. The way she is hiding the plight of pain she would be enduring to get our child in this world. There must have been many mothers and many have become fathers too. But our excitement remains top notch to ourselves.
I can tell you this feeling is just experienced individually inside of a couple. The way things enthrall, brood and excite are just commendable that one can think so much, no matter what the patience is getting tested and then you are yet calm and composed.
Days pass on and finally the Doctor has given the go for getting my Darling Wife admitted as the moment of joy and truth is here.
Those few hours on seeing my wife happy and watching her favorite movie was so beautiful, that it made me fall in love with her all over again. She had no sigh of worry on her face. Maybe its just her so strong so powerful or she is my proclaimed goddess of smiles.
It was then at the wee hours of post midnight, when the unbearable pain started for my wife, she was yet calm but I could see the pain. She called the nurse and shouted in pain that it was unbareable and the good nurse made that call "HELLO DOCTOR I CONCURE, SHE IS GOING TO BE OPERATED".
The doctor came in with all the nurses and calmly explained us all, to which we were already ready, but that smile and composure over his face made us feel better and relaxed. I was given the operating outfit and my wife was taken zip zap zoom to the operation theater.
It was not long that I was allowed in the operation theater, my wife was cut open by the doctors and she was in her semi-conscious state. It was a sight that I had only dreamed off or seen in the movies. I was barely able to hear what she spoke. I was so so so my throat was stuck to speak the words, she was there as if i would not ever see her again. But then I saw my lil' princess coming out, it was then the doctor told me to cut the umbical cord and get her in this world. There she was out with those eyes open, screaming to be detached from her mother and patted to and checked immediately bathed and rinsed, and placed in my arms. I was a FATHER and my wife a MOTHER, we were parents, I kissed her head and got her close to her mother, they both saw each other for the first time and then I was immediately taken with my daughter to children's chamber for her infections and weighing. I did not want to leave my wife she was all alone and the doctors were sewing her up.
My wife said go with her. It was my heart was in two pieces, one with my wife and other with my daughter who new in this world. I held her and held her close. Everything was perfect, finally after those long 30mins I with my daughter was taken to my wife, there she is Mumma I re-introduced my daughter to her mother and placed her in her arms. We both kissed and thank god and blessed our child and our Parenthood had started. We were now from a couple PROPMOTED to PARENTS.
How good a father will I be, how is the relationship with my child be, I need to loose these extra kilos from my body that I can jump and play and do all that is required from me. How will I see my wife now, as mother as a girl etc. etc.
I guess its true to say its not only a new birth of a child but a birth of Parents. It will all start from the beginning I hold my child. I have heard so much from my father and mother over the experience and so much have I read. But all this knowledge has just made me go mad. I cant say the turmoil of emotions going within me, but they all take a calm as I see the smile on my wife's face. The way she is hiding the plight of pain she would be enduring to get our child in this world. There must have been many mothers and many have become fathers too. But our excitement remains top notch to ourselves.
I can tell you this feeling is just experienced individually inside of a couple. The way things enthrall, brood and excite are just commendable that one can think so much, no matter what the patience is getting tested and then you are yet calm and composed.
Days pass on and finally the Doctor has given the go for getting my Darling Wife admitted as the moment of joy and truth is here.
Those few hours on seeing my wife happy and watching her favorite movie was so beautiful, that it made me fall in love with her all over again. She had no sigh of worry on her face. Maybe its just her so strong so powerful or she is my proclaimed goddess of smiles.
It was then at the wee hours of post midnight, when the unbearable pain started for my wife, she was yet calm but I could see the pain. She called the nurse and shouted in pain that it was unbareable and the good nurse made that call "HELLO DOCTOR I CONCURE, SHE IS GOING TO BE OPERATED".
The doctor came in with all the nurses and calmly explained us all, to which we were already ready, but that smile and composure over his face made us feel better and relaxed. I was given the operating outfit and my wife was taken zip zap zoom to the operation theater.
It was not long that I was allowed in the operation theater, my wife was cut open by the doctors and she was in her semi-conscious state. It was a sight that I had only dreamed off or seen in the movies. I was barely able to hear what she spoke. I was so so so my throat was stuck to speak the words, she was there as if i would not ever see her again. But then I saw my lil' princess coming out, it was then the doctor told me to cut the umbical cord and get her in this world. There she was out with those eyes open, screaming to be detached from her mother and patted to and checked immediately bathed and rinsed, and placed in my arms. I was a FATHER and my wife a MOTHER, we were parents, I kissed her head and got her close to her mother, they both saw each other for the first time and then I was immediately taken with my daughter to children's chamber for her infections and weighing. I did not want to leave my wife she was all alone and the doctors were sewing her up.
My wife said go with her. It was my heart was in two pieces, one with my wife and other with my daughter who new in this world. I held her and held her close. Everything was perfect, finally after those long 30mins I with my daughter was taken to my wife, there she is Mumma I re-introduced my daughter to her mother and placed her in her arms. We both kissed and thank god and blessed our child and our Parenthood had started. We were now from a couple PROPMOTED to PARENTS.
